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Chapter 3 - What the Scrapbook HeldBy the eighteenth birthday listed formally on their records, I'd genuinely practiced losing them countless times already, in my own head.

I cooked all their favorite dishes that evening — garlic chicken, buttery mashed potatoes. Dean stopped by with a cake and hugged them both tight. Simone called too, exactly like she did every single birthday without fail. When Dean finally left that night, he wouldn't quite meet my eyes directly. That particular detail should have genuinely warned me something was coming.

After dinner wrapped up, Hazel set her fork down carefully. "Dad, we need to go get something."

Ruby stood up too quickly. The two of them disappeared upstairs together. I listened to their footsteps echoing overhead. When they finally came back down, each one carried an old towel.

My own chair scraped hard against the floor as I stood up fast. "What exactly are those doing out here?"

Hazel laid the white towel flat on the table. Ruby placed the pink one carefully beside it. "Dad," Hazel said, "please don't hate us for what you're about to actually see here."

"Hate you both? Why on earth would I ever hate you?"

Ruby's chin trembled visibly. "For three straight years now, we've genuinely been lying to you."

My hand tightened hard around the back of my chair. "Lying about what, exactly?"

"About where we were actually going," Hazel said quietly.

"The study groups? The weekend plans you mentioned?"

They both nodded together.

I took one step back from the towels instinctively. "Did you two actually find them?"

Ruby simply stared at me. "Your other family," I clarified. "Did you find them?"

Hazel's face crumpled instantly. "Dad, no. That's genuinely not at all what we were doing this whole time!"

"It's okay," I said, far too quickly. "If you found something real, I'll genuinely help you both. I mean that sincerely. I won't ever make either of you choose between us."

Ruby pushed the white towel further toward me. "This was never actually about leaving you, Dad."

"Then what exactly is it about?"

"Open it," Hazel said simply.

I unfolded the towel with trembling hands. Something slipped loose from the folds and landed on the table between us.

Three plane tickets. Three separate seats booked.

"No," I whispered.

Ruby said quietly, "We leave in three days, Dad."

"We haven't actually been back there in eighteen full years."

"We know that already," Hazel said gently.

"Babysitting jobs. Tutoring sessions. Walking neighborhood dogs. Weekend shifts, once we were finally old enough to work legally," Ruby explained. "Every single dollar we could possibly save up."

"For this?" I asked, stunned.

"For you, Dad," Hazel said simply.

I shook my head hard. "I genuinely can't go back to that place."

"You actually can," Ruby said gently. "But we'll all go there together, the three of us."

She pulled the pink towel closer toward herself. "There's more inside this one."

I genuinely wanted to refuse, before the whole room cracked open any wider than it already had. But my daughters stood watching me carefully, and I'd spent eighteen entire years teaching them both never to run away from genuinely hard things.

So I opened it anyway.

A scrapbook rested inside, carefully assembled. On its cover, they'd written by hand: Our Family Began Before We Could Ever Remember It.

The very first page showed me asleep, both of them tucked safely against my own chest as newborns. Then came birthdays after birthdays, missing baby teeth, school plays, report cards, homemade Father's Day cards.

Near the very back, a single envelope slipped loose. Isabelle's photograph sat tucked inside it.

"Where did you two actually get this photograph?" I asked, stunned.

"You dropped your wallet once, when we were fifteen," Hazel said. "I snapped a quick copy of it, before you grabbed the photo back from me."

"Is that exactly why you never once talked about her with us?" Ruby asked gently. "Because it genuinely hurts too much to say out loud?"

I pushed my chair back hard. "I was genuinely trying to protect the two of you."

"Protect us from what, exactly?" Ruby asked.

"From feeling like some kind of second choice."

Hazel stepped closer to me. "We never once actually felt that way, Dad."

"You don't fully understand."

"Then help us actually understand it properly," Ruby said.

I looked down at Isabelle's smile captured in that old photograph. "If I ever said her name out loud, I was genuinely afraid you'd both hear only what I'd lost, instead of everything you two had actually given me in return."

Hazel turned to the very last page of the scrapbook. Four names sat written there together.

Isabelle. Clara. Hazel. Ruby.

My breath caught hard in my throat.

"You girls actually know about Clara?"

Ruby nodded. "We found her baby blanket, tucked inside that cedar box, while we were searching for some old Christmas lights."

I sat down hard in my chair. For eighteen full years, I'd kept Clara's name deliberately quiet, purely because saying it out loud always made that particular loss feel real all over again. Now my own daughters had written her name directly beside their own, as though she genuinely belonged right there alongside them.

Hazel handed me a folded letter. "Read it, Dad."

I read every single word of it carefully. They'd written that I'd found them at the exact moment I genuinely had nothing else left to give anyone. That I'd fed them first, every single time. Worked through illness. Learned hairstyles, homework help, fevers, and genuine fear, one difficult lesson at a time.

Then came the particular part that genuinely broke me apart completely.

They'd noticed me go quiet every year, right around their own birthday. They'd noticed me carefully avoiding beaches entirely, all these years. For a long time, they'd genuinely wondered whether loving them somehow actively hurt me inside.

Then, finally, they'd understood the truth of it. I hadn't loved them because I'd somehow forgotten Isabelle and Clara. I'd loved them fully, while still missing Isabelle and Clara deeply, at the exact same time. That was precisely why they'd spent three entire years quietly lying, working extra shifts, and carefully saving money.

The letter ended with one final line. "Simone told us what you once said, after we asked her why she'd actually trusted you with us. You didn't want us saving you. But Dad, you saved us first. We've spent eighteen years simply returning that particular favor."

I lowered the page slowly. Hazel held the plane tickets back out toward me. "Come back there with us, Dad."

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"I'm genuinely scared," I admitted quietly.

"Come back with us anyway."

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